Thanks for Visiting
You are my sunshine
My only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are grey
You neve know, dear
How much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away
I didn't know where to start........... but just enjoy this feeling-post, k?
Oh, hello, whole universe! It shoud be posted in February, actually. It was when my school held its annual event. Someone promised me to visit me that time. I've ever forced that someone to come earlier, but, yeah, human. Too many reasons to be told. It called “nge-les” in Indonesia. All I could do just saying yes and waiting.
Finally, that someone came into the event. Met me and also his another foster-sister who joined Ratoeh Jaroe competition. I just “EW”. I didn't know what to say and happy at the same time. He really comes here. It was like “finally I have someone who can be shared to”. Which I didn't get it here. I was like vomitted out all my suffering to him.
I didn't feel guilty or even cared of him. I just vomitted out. How was my life. How was my phsycology. How was my score. How were my friends, teachers, all of here.
Though, his solution didn't help me as much, but I just loved the way my story was heard well by people. And that someone did it.
Through it, that someone said. “You later should see. How different you are when you come out from here”. Maybe, I felt its hurts. But someday it would be necessary. And as that someone told me, I would try to through it.
|February 19th, 2015|
Big thanks for that someone (plus his friend who was my partner and also my brad in my previous school). Thanks for visiting me. Thanks 'cause you were there. Thanks for hearing mine and cheering me up.
I was so prestigious that time, perhaps. But in this feeling-post, I shoud say: I miss you.
Keep rocking! :)